it's out with the old, and in with the new! i have made a new account for xanga, which means i won't be using 'kinkiiazn' anymore.

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p.s. this site will still be open, but i just won't be using it. i love looking back in past entries.. and i surely would love to look back on this after high school. other than that, please feel free to come and visit my new home!

OMG.. another week has passed.. one week left bitches! although, i think i would be more scared/excited if we actually had a FULL term 1.. meaning, 10 weeks. it's only 6 weeks.. and well, you kind of expect it to end this fast. BUT I DON'T WANT IT TO END BECAUSE I'VE HAD SO MUCH FUN SO FARRR!

this week has been crazy. omg, every week is crazy! lets just say.. i've been having a lot of boy troubles.. and right now, i am so damn over it. boys are gay, stupid and omg, i'm going to turn into a lesbian any day now. that's how fed up i am with them. ok, only two boys. HAHA. whatever. it's weird how they both dislike one another, however, they're TOTALLY the same in every way. fuck fuck fuck. they both deserve eachother.

SAC RESULTS:
- Business Management: [16/25] .. a STUPID score. i think i deserved at LEAST 20! omg, what am i saying? i deserved FULL fucking marks. stupid stingey fucker. you have NO idea how much i hate mr.rogers right now.. WITH A PASSION! he's a racist bastard who won't admit that he's wrong. omg, jason TOTALLY owned him when we were discussing one question which he gave me ZERO for.. everybody got that wrong because of him. TECHNICALLY.. my answer WASN'T wrong.. but because it wasn't what HE was looking for, he just decided not to give ANY marks. he's racist bastard. ARGH! no joke, i hate him with a passion.

- Methods: [30/30] .. YEAH! i'm quite proud. full marks.. if it was worth more than 3%, then i would be even MORE happy.. haha, but hey.. a score is a score. the only negative feeling i get from this score is when i try and comfort others who didn't get as well as they did. like, i do my best to try and not make a big deal out of what i got.. because i know it can be a bit.. i dont know, stupid? but when someone says "omg, of course you'll say that.. you got 30!" it makes me feel really low. i'm trying to comfort these people, but throwing it back in my face just because i got full marks isn't necessary. (btw, i know not everyone did that. hehe)

- English: [unknown] .. he postponed my oral presentation TWICE. stupid stupid stupid. if i had known that this would have happened, i would have studied twice as hard for other subjects. i'm not going to bother improving my talk anymore.. i've seen the marks that mr.skoutus has given out. they are FAR from stingey, in fact, they're TOO generous. nearly EVERYONE got an A or A+. so far, i think only two people have deserved their score. so yahhs.. not too worried about what i get.. if he doesn't mark me higher than a 27, i'll definitely talk to him about it. i've watched all the presentations so far, and some people have gotten 28/30 just by standing there and reading off their stupid cards. like, wth? i've changed my talk TWICE.. and memorised it to the best of my ability.. so if i get lower than 27, i am going to bombard him with hate essays for the rest of the year.

we haven't received our chem sac scores yet. i'm not quite sure why. mr.gordon is lazy. he swears a lot. he makes funny words too. " that.. is a poophthteenth of that! " .. LOL.. chemistry is such a bludge at school.

THAAANNNKKKKSSSS to my beautiful bitches for the present! (this includes chandra).. i do love it! hehehes, however, i can't wear it at school cos' the chain is short, and mr.pegram will inevitably take it off me, but i've already planned a day when i'm going to wear it. hehes. i swear, everyone was acting so weird after school.. lisa was at the lockers, jeni was still around to say bye to everyone, tim was giving me random hugs (although, i doubt he knew what was going on, lolls).. it was just weird! but then when cami said "natt! look at my work!" i thought it was just normal cos' y'no.. cami loves visual comm and her work.. lols, but everyone was surrounding me at the same time, so i was like "err.." haha. then i opened her fat book, and see a big heart with "WE LOVE U NATALIE" .. HAHAHAHA. thanks BABE'S! .. i love you too :]  ..

i took some pictures this week. SOME.. not much. hehes.. i'll definitely take more next week.
SORRY girls, if i somehow embarassed you when i said "hey pravel, we think you're hot!" .. LOL.. i'm SORRY, but hey.. could you have made it any more obvious??! lols. yeah, i apoligised to him and took it back.. aww, now he thinks he's unloved. boo!

to think that andru wants me to go up to him for something that HE did.. makes me more upset. i'm dissapointed in that dude.. oh well.. if he chooses to not bother, then i choose not to care.

AAAAHHHHH! march is here. 9 months left, guys.. can you last that long? i can!! yippeeeeeee!!! my chemistry exam is on June 7th at either 10:30 or 11:00. i'm so glad it's in the morning. i don't want to be tempted to look back in my notes, and realise that i forgot how to do an entire chapter. whatever, once we pass the half mark.. i'll be scared. oh well, it's ONE half-year exam. yippeeeeeee!

photos;



i look really stupid in this photo. i really look like a marshmellow in this picture. no, wait.. i look like a marshmellow in my jumper!

MY DHEENA! i love my dheena. (hey i love my camera too. this picture was taken from the second floor in the common room.) haha, i miss her. *cries* .. i hate suchi. die suchi. go to hell. die. die. die. LOL

nona-bear! (the real life one).. HAHA, i'm jelous because she's eating megoreng(?). two packets worth of noodles. she was selling zooper-doopers yesterday for 30cents. omg, remember those?? i used to have like, 3 a day in the summer time when i was little.

our common room board. " NO KISSING IN HERE! FIND A BROOM CUPBOARD! (this applies to sam and nick) " .. omg HELL YEAH, finally. they are totally disguisting. hahas. public affection? err.. no thanks. i mean, i love hugs and kisses.. but they look like they're about to have sex on the couch. ew.

i really can't take head shots. lols.. but i do love her. oh yahh baby!

the many pictures of me and wendy's glasses..

" there's no power! "

omg, see.. marshmellow. it's like one big love handle. LOL. i'm such a fatty.

i hate peter. die peter, die. die. die. die. DIE! LOL.. i'm joking. omg, i'm so violent.

" this is a minke whale.. " HAHAHA.

i have no idea what to do this weekend.. i feel like it's the holidays already. i think i'll start work at 1. i'm so tired. last night, when i got home from jack's (9:30).. i sat in the kitchen with my mum, and she gave me me goreng to eat. nona made me crave for it. anyway, so i had a packet.. and then a while later, i went to bed.. but now i feel sick. like, really sick. my stomach feels disguisting, and i don't feel like eating anything. in fact, i feel like purging. purge! purge! purge! ew.

today is such a beautiful day.. but hey, you never know, it might just start raining and whatever in about 5 minutes. haha.

" there's no such thing as a beautiful day in year 12.. " right kenni?

summer is over. no. no. no. no. no. no. hello autumn. goodbye leaves. goodbye sunshine. hello sniffles. goodbye short skirts. hello tight ass jeans. goodbye bikini's. goodbye tan. hello pale skin. goodbye sweet fruit. goodbye peaches. hello bananas. hello apples. goodbye summer.. see you in november.

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ok, it's saturday morning, and i'm feeling half happy - half sad. but i LOVE school. this week went by ridiculously fast. so much shit happened. dw, good shit. haha.

it's hard to believe that we had school photos on tuesday. it was all rush rush rush! omg, my photo looks SO bad.. THAT'S the photo that will be placed in the yearbook. that's the photo which everyone is going to remember me by. ahahahaaa.. whatever.
it was jaclyn's birthday on monday..! (happy birthday, baby!) yeah, anyway.. all is good.. i guess. i'm having trouble remembering half the week. lols.. seriously, the swimming carnival felt like an entire weekend.

speaking of the swimming carnival, i'm glad i didn't go now. apparently not many year 12's showed up.. so it's a good thing that i did my english shit. omg, on thursday, i went to english tutor. i showed her my english oral piece (it was totally roughed out) and she basically told me to change everything around (she had a so many great ideas).. anyway, so when i got home yesterday, i started re-doing my english piece.. making it less informative, and more persuasive. i have such a hard time thinking about what i don't and do need, because everything i research my shit, i always think that i need the entire thing. i've basically scrapped everything.. but i'm soooooo happy with my ending result! omg, i've been working on my oral more than my methods. eeek!

oh, but how hot was it today? too hot to be wearing clothes. that was deadly. half the classrooms don't even have air-conditioning! only the rooms with computers, which is so stupid.. we have heaters, but not air-conditioners. i was so close to calling jack and telling him to pick me up, but he's been whinging about petrol lately.. and i have no money to pay him. boo hoo.

i'm loving year 12, i'm loving everything at home.. some things have been bothering me, but i just don't seem to want to care right now. maybe i'll let it all out tomorrow.. or after all my sacs are OVER! i've made a lot of new friends this year.. like, not just hi-bye people.. actual talking-chit-chat friends, and i've become closer with many more.
not only is school great, but when i get home.. things seem to just get better. my mum spoils me so much.. it's unbelievable. yeah, i'm definitely thankful.

ok, i LOVE the common room.. but omg, because it was so hot yesterday, everyone was in there (who knows WHAT for.. the CR doesn't even have air-conditioning OR a heater!) and it was totally trashed. ms.komen let us out early so i went into the CR (only a few people were there) and saw piles of rubbish at each corners of the room. ms.steadman comes in, and basically tells us to make sure we clean up when we leave.. what does everyone do? they just leave. ugh. so i cleaned the entire place.. well, half did. it was too hot.. but it was definitely cleaner than before. that's how much i chose to sacrifice for the common room. next time i'm leaving it. damn people, clean your own mess.

i went to school at 7:40 yestrerday, and met up with leigh, lina and siao fong (who didn't turn up till 8:30 lols). see how dedicated we are to chemistry? haha, yeah.. the sac wasn't so bad. i realised that the answers i got the previous night matched his.. so i'm quite proud of myself! yeeee.. i'm so glad we have leigh in our prac group. he's definitely staying. i mean, he did it all last year, so he knows what to expect - advantage 1 to us!

i am totally looking foRward to lina's birthday gathering in 3 weeks. it'll be like a PROPER break for everyone.. a nice night out in the city with all of your favourites. i hope everyone actually goes.. i swear, i'll make them. HAHA. nah, now i have no idea what to get lina. oh myy!

i owe you like, a gazillion photos. HAHA.

sandown chinese new year festival

my parents reading their fortune for $2.

parents being asian. LOL, no i'm joking.

jeni, sporting her new braces. ahahaha.

the killester bitch. LOL, joking! it's PHUONGGGG!!

boredom

tan and me at my auntie's wedding. lols.

oh, this is what i look like at home. i'm wearing jack's jumper (which is XXL).. totally comfortable. my fat days are what i live for.

jaclyn's birthday present to me. isn't it just the sweetest? at the bottom, it says "for someone special" .. well, duh! ahaha.. robi was jelous. :]~

oh, and if you don't know yet.. that's jaclyn and i. HAHA.

the two roses are from jaclyn and wendy for valentines day.

my new hurr!

you can't even tell now. i must say, i love my skin colour in this photo. haha.

i love looking like a hobo at home and then getting dressed up to go out. it's like, the process of transformation. haha.

the end, baby.

i'm like, so frustrated right now. argh.. so this morning, i was 70% sure of going to the swimming carnival. i went into the kitchen, and asked my mum if i should go, but she didn't really give me an answer. then my dad comes in and asks what's going on.. cos' yesterday i said that i wasn't going to go.. but then i practically changed my mind overnight. anyway, my dad says to me "no, you should stay home and study".. and that got me upset.. bc that was the first time he told me to go study. it's usually bc there's never a time when i DON'T do any studying. like, today would have probably been the first time in ages where i'm doing something with everyone that's actually FUN.. like, that doesn't have anything to do with school. ok, so it does have something to do with school.. but not work related y'no?

so yeah, i'm at home now.. missing out on my last swimming carnival. jeez, my dad knows how much work i do everyday.. when he comes home from work, i'm doing something related to studying in my room. on saturdays, all i do is studying.. on sundays, i go to jacks and i get home and do MORE studying.. my weekends are just packed with school work and he tells me that i NEED to study?? i do atleast 3 hours everyday, if not more! i know he means well, like.. he just wants me to do my best.. but was it too much to ask for one day to relax? not even one day.. bc as soon as i'd get home, i would have started more work.

OK.. i need to chill out because if i get any more stressed out, i'm going to totally screw up my sacs tomorrow. YES, PLURAL.. my timetable is so gay.

i have a chem sac tomorrow(back titrations) - i am so all over that.. siao-fong, lina and i are going to ace this sac.. *fingers crossed*
i also have a business sac tm.. and to be honest, i'm quite nervous because mr.rogers is an unfair marker. he judges people by what they do in class. for example, me. i don't do shit in class bc it's all revision work for me.. not to mention he's a boring teacher.. so when it comes to my sacs, he'll think i'll have no idea what i'm talking about and underestimate my knowledge. ugh.

next tuesday i'm hit with methods and english. yup, on the same day. looks like this weekend is going to be super fun. it could be worse.. i could have all 4 on the same day. HA!  

edit;;

i just finished chapter 4 questions for chemistry. yeahhh! this weekend i'm hoping to go through at MOST.. half of chapter 5. just updating bc im home alone now and taking a quick break. after this, it's mini-business essays. (N).

did anyone watch rove last night? that was the first time in AGGESS since school started that i stayed up past 9:00. LOL.. it was so damn funny. his set has totally changed, but at least now he can fit more people in the audience. rove is like, weird.. but funny. mary-kate and ashley olsen were on (i'm sure jeni saw).. and yeah, mary-kate had an afro thing going on. i love ashley more. there was this one outfit she wore to a fashion show that i thought was so damn cute. anyway, they're both really gorgeous.

i watched a TEENY bit of dancing with the stars too. jennifer hawkins looks weird when she smiles. i'm sorry, but i don't think she's THAT hot.. she IS very pretty though, and i do think she deserved to be miss universe. maybe it was just last night's episode that made her look weird. i dont know. haha.

bye bye